I only want your happiness...

May. 31st, 2008

[ video / song post ]

mood:

worried

[ Have a nervous-looking loli sitting on her bed, facing the webcam. She clearly looks worried ]

This... this is a very bad curse. Everyone is bleeding so much, I... I didn't know a person had so much blood...

I hope, I hope this curse stops now...

I hope everyone will be fine. And will keep safe. Please.

[ A pause. Then she starts to sing. ]

( Yoko Kanno's 'Voices', A Capella. ooc: I think I've found her voice ^^ and aheh, video is not related to the song, sry xD )

Tags: comfort to all, song post, you can actually hear her voice now!

May. 26th, 2008

(no subject)

mood: fascinated

Oh, oh, oh! So many talking animals!

Um... can you all come and cheer up someone? He's... always been crying. I want him to be happy again... His name is Kira Yamato!

Oh, and if there are any birds there who can sing, maybe we can sing together!

[ooc:... I'd let her have a daemon too, but I remembered that she had her memory erased from her latest return to the City, so none for her .__.]

Tags: curse day, no daemon for her, unaffected

May. 22nd, 2008

(no subject)

location: Eternal (?)

mood: wondering

~~Mommy~~ Lacus? Where are you?

... I taste like strawberries. And cream...

Tags: 31 flavors, affected, mommy lacus where are you?, sad

Apr. 28th, 2008

[ voice post ]

location: Eternal

mood:

complacent

[ Have a small, hesitant voice ]

My arm is a bit okay now.

Um...

There are so many people again.

[ A pause. She doesn't know what to say next. So she sings. ]

♫You let go of my hand
You say you have important things to do
In search of something
Knocking in a faint sound

Ohh... The pain is burning your senses
Ohh... You're getting colder

Oh believe in me Oh believe in me
The magic you can create
If you only knew
You're forgetting me
Forgetting how to dream

Remember back then
When we played one the dandelion hill
Till the sunset
We didn't need anything else

Ohh... You're always protecting yourself
Ohh... Come here with me

Oh believe in me Oh believe in me
Do you ever feel this quietness inside?
That is where you'll find me
Nothing can erase me♫

[ooc: "If You Only Knew" by Olivia. Listen to it here.]

Tags: getting back into the swing, of things

Apr. 12th, 2008

... owchie.

location: in the closet.

mood: scared.

[ Voice Post ]

[ Her voice sounds muffled. And every now and then muffled banging sounds are heard. Muffled whispering, you can hear she's scared. ]

Sssh. They might hear me. I'm hiding in my closet. I was able to hide the computer with me too. There are a lot in my room. The white and green ones.

The white one bit me in the arm. It hurts a lot. It's bleeding a lot too. There's a towel here...

I hope they go away soon...

Tags: cute but deadly, do not want, hiding in the closet, shhhh!

Apr. 4th, 2008

♫~

location: The Eternal

mood: curious.

♫ Raindrops keep falling on my head~ ♫

[ooc: But just a light drizzle though ^^ Standing at the deck of The Eternal with a small umbrella to keep her room from getting wet]

Tags: singing

Mar. 28th, 2008

「 song post 」

location: The Eternal

mood: solemn.

♫ It keeps coming back to me
I remember this pain
It spreads across my eyes
Everything is dull

Everyone's smiling, they're smiling
It pushes me far far away
I can't understand
Everything is blue

Can you hear me out there?

Will you hold me now, hold me now, my frozen heart
I'm gazing from the distance and
I feel everything pass through me
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now, hold me now, my frozen heart
I'm lost in a deep winter sleep
I can't seem to find my way out alone
Can you wake me

I know when I let it in
It hides love from this moment
So I guard it close
I watch the moves it makes

But it gets me, but it gets me
I wish I could understand how I
Could make it disappear, make it disappear

Anyone out there hear me now?

Will you hold me now, hold me now, my frozen heart
Kiss my lips
and maybe you can take me to your world for now
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now, hold me now, my frozen heart
Please make it all go away
Am I ever gonna feel myself again?
I hope I will ♫

[ooc: "Winter Sleep" by Olivia. Listen to it here.]

Tags: i don't remember everything., singing my heart out

Mar. 25th, 2008

a little lost clover

location: fountain.

mood:

scared

[ She sits at the other side of the fountain, her bare feet curled under her, listening to the beautiful melody that the lady with long ears was playing on her little flute. She wanted to go to where she was, but she was scared to move from where she was seated. She didn't remember this place entirely. It felt familiar, but... the faces were blurry, and her memories were misted over.

She brought her knees up and hugged them to herself. It was morning, but it felt cold. Her hands, feet... her whole body felt clammy. She did not know why. She did not remember...

But her memory would come back, right? If this place felt familiar, then there must be someone who knew her there. She tried to remember names, went over them in her head.

... Vash. W-wolfwood. L-lacus. N-nill. Kurama... Kira...

She looked at the people around her. Saying those names over and over in her head comforted her. Maybe she should look around, and try to find them! If she knew their names...

But fear paralyzed her. She curled up even more. She hoped, she wished that they would find her. ]

[ooc: last action post for the night. morning. ^^;;; ]

Feb. 23rd, 2008

song post~ (Radical Dreamers~)

♫ Held in young hands
The light is shivering.
I've come all this way
Wandering along the edges of time.

I came, searching still
Without even knowing your name, but
One little feeling
I only wanted to hand over to you

Sometimes I catch and hold
love and pain, tightly in my arms.
It will fade away, but
I will remember it... Always....

It has been echoing in my chest
For who knows how long.
Although it's a whisper tinier
Than a drop of the evening fog.

Towards the darkness of the frozen stars
A spinning prayer
May it reach your distant sky.... ♫

[ooc: Listen here]

Tags: singing to you all, song post, songbird

Feb. 13th, 2008

I know, but I'm not telling...

location: The Eternal

mood:

contemplative

... that's why it's called a secret, right?

But, if I find out about it, will it still be a secret? Only... between a lot of people?

I won't tell too. So it can still be a secret.

[ooc: Ate quite a lot of the candy, before she realized that she's knowing stuff she isn't supposed to know, then stopped. Not telling, but poke her and if you have a secret up on the list, she'll ask about it?]

Tags: secrets are meant to be kept right?

Feb. 9th, 2008

um...

location: The Eternal

mood: hesitant

Katan? Thank you for letting me stay perched on your head when I was a nightingale.

Is it okay if I visit you in the Cathedral again? Sometimes, there's nothing to do in the Eternal...

Tags: asking for permission to visit, because rosiel is sort of scary, katan

Jan. 22nd, 2008

Everybody's singing!

location: The Eternal

mood:

happy

Uwaaaah, everyone is singing! Some of the songs are strange though... Kira and Gintoki are singing! Heehee.

This day is going to be fun! I want to hear everyone sing!

[ooc: Suu, sleeping? Naaaah. She's having too much fun listening to people sing! ♥ ]

Tags: curse day, everyone's singing, sing sing sing, songbird listens, unaffected

Jan. 19th, 2008

atashi... [ song post ]

[ Voice post accidentally activated ]

( short youtube vid under the cut )

... I have long pink ears! um... not sure if they are ears...

[ooc: And she's the atashi plushie from Chobits! X3 Singing the song, of course~ ^__^ Anyone from the Eternal, you can find her nose-down on the keyboard in her room. Can reply through voice reply~! xP ]

Tags: affected, toy story

Jan. 12th, 2008

... and she woke up.

location: Hospital

mood: awake

You will wake now.

[ ... and she did. With those words uttered by the white bird in her dream, she slowly opened her eyes and found herself in a hospital room, with a brown-haired figure seated, sleeping, beside her. His head on the bed, one hand holding her other.

... a dream.

... but what was that chocolate biscuit doing on the blanket in front of her? ]

... Kira?

Tags: awake from the dream, i met the dreamlord

Jan. 11th, 2008

[ the dreams of a delicate clover ]

location: Hospital

mood: dreaming

[ Someone did notice the deeply-sleeping girl under the Sakura Tree in Xanadu. She did not seem to be injured, but she couldn't be woken up. She slept too deep, her countenance too peaceful, even for the sleep of the innocent. Not knowing the girl or what else to do, that someone took her to the hospital.

On the bed, almost swallowed up by the white hospital bed sheets, Suu dreams...]

( just a bit of tl;dr(?) dreams under the cut )

[ooc: The links lead to really short fics that are the inspiration behind this post. The first three are possible, the last... the probable illusion. Please read them, there are not enough Clover fics in the world ;__; Action log for Dream. And open for viewing for anyone who can view dreams ]

Tags: dreams, fic, remembrance of things past, which of these are true?

Jan. 10th, 2008

[ one-way action ]

location: Xanadu, near the Sakura Tree

mood: unconscious

[ Almost gently, a Harpy deposited the form of a young girl near the Sakura tree in the middle of Xanadu. She did not stir as talons released her to the ground, and her unintended savior flew off without preamble.

She looked almost dead, but if one looked closer, you could see her breathing. In fact, you could say she was just sleeping, and dreaming...]

[ooc: Harpy rescue. (Apologies to Kira-mun and Sakura-mun ^^;) She was very much into the illusion of home that when she was ripped from the machine, she stayed in the illusion. Hence she's still in her dream of... well, I'll post the dreamscapes next~. But for now, she's in a coma. Anyone still in the vicinity of Xanadu please come and bring her to the hospital? :3

Oh, and any questions for Lucien, Elaine or Suu? Go here please ^^]]</font>

Tags: january event, saved by wings and talons

Jan. 6th, 2008

[ sudden voice post ]

location: her room, The Eternal

mood: panicked

[ voice post activated ]

-ease, I don't want to go anymore! I want to stay here with my friends!

[ Slow, light footsteps. Dull, scattered ones following. Low unintelligible voice(s) answering back ]

I-it was, b-but I changed my mind! There's no r-

[ A pause, then a sudden flurry of footsteps. A shuffling/struggle could be heard, followed by a very muffled scream. And a murmur. ]

-ndidate...

... pod ...

[ Fading footfalls, shadows recede into the darkness. Silence ]

[ooc: So, kidnapped. ~~Yes, I got her with the intent of victimizing her in times like these, so? >DDD~~ Any takers to rescue her? But could she be rescued later? Like, on the 10th? I'm going to give her the opportunity to spend time back in her home, even if it is only in her head ^^ ]

Tags: i fail at convincing otherwise, kidnapped

Jan. 4th, 2008

They say...

location: The Eternal

mood:

confused

They...

One of them talked to me. He... he looked scary, in his armor, but, but he told me that he knew about my world. That he knew about Kazuhiko.

They knew that I saw Kazuhiko when I saw him for a while.

They say... they say they can bring me back to my world. And... and give me back my life ~~and powers...~~

...

Kira? Lacus? What do I do?

Tags: january event, offer to go home, oh-so-tempting

Dec. 31st, 2007

no no no no not again

location: her room, The Eternal

mood: terrified

[ voice post activated ]

[ a scream ]

no no no no no not again...

[ sounds of terrified crying ]

[ooc: ... because I'm feeling particularly masochistic ~~and vicious?,~~ here at the end of the year~ She's reliving the living dead curse >D door not locked this time. And will be going out for an hour, will pick up tags when I return!]

Tags: mun should be shot again and again, not again, walking dead redux

Dec. 27th, 2007

My thanks, and...

mood: ...

Oh, thank you, thank you to Kira, and Lacus, and Vash, and Dark, and Wolfwood, and Father Anderson! They're all really, really lovely presents, and... uwah, thank you! I like Christmas~ ♥

And... congratulations to Kira and Lacus! They're engaged now, and there's going to be a wedding! Mm, I haven't been to a wedding before... what happens there?

I was playing in the snow earlier, and there are people who are preparing the square. Will something be happening later?

Oh... and... um... to the person who kissed me the other day... I don't know your name. And... um, I forgot to say thank you... for giving me my, um, first real kiss....

So, thank you.

Tags: engagement, kanda, kira, lacus, snow, thank you for the kiss, thank you for the presents

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I only want your happiness...

knowing I can never be yours to share it.

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May. 22nd, 2008

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Mar. 28th, 2008

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Feb. 23rd, 2008

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